Day 08 — Post a photo of someone that means a lot to you
These photos aren’t originally mine. I got it on facebook. Lulz.
This is pretty much a crappy photo but this has some people who mean a lot to me. Dally, Danica, Dyan and TAINA! Okay, stop staring at those awkward poses tho. SDKFJDSHEWRO
Yeah, a photo in Mental with Ave. :)) PS My skirt is so short.
Okay, there you go. XD
Day 6 — Do you miss anyone right now?
I never miss people especially those I could see everyday. Silly, isn’t it? Well, I maybe missing other people that I really want to talk to though. But my friends who are always with me during school days? Nope. I’m not that of a friend. I know, it’s stupid but it’s a fact. But right now, I currently miss two people.
- Averell - Yup. She’s my bestfriend and I think this is a good time to say that I miss her so much! Okay, enough cliche moments.
- My Brother - Well, I miss him okay. I’m not supposed to share this to the whole world but yeah. I just do:)
Oop. Yes, I miss someone right now. XD
Day 4 — Have you changed in the last year?
ABSOLUTELY! I can totally say that because majority of my friends said so. Okay, maybe not majority but the ones who are the closest to me. I didn’t get mad or whatever to them though. Maybe I freaked out a bit but not to the extent that I strangled them to death. I restrained that thought for myself because I don’t want to make the “change” more obvious.
Change can’t always be good nor bad. You see, my change wasn’t either. It was the change of growing up. A lot of ‘em told me that I lost my way and shit like that. When they started over reacting over the things I did, I started to honestly want to stab them to death. But I didn’t, of course I won’t. I love my friends and all but they piss me most of the time, really. It’s annoying. What’s up with me changing?
I took the change and their feedbacks positively. I didn’t overdue the fact that my change wasn’t that good. But they thwarted me from changing in my own way. I grew up, that wasn’t in the stage of really changing until they said I did. Hell yes, I changed. I’m not going to live up with their expectations that a person must and can not change. FUCK YOU ALL. PEOPLE CHANGE NO MATTER THE CONSEQUENCES. IT’S ABSOLUTELY NATURAL. THE ONLY CONSTANT THING IN THIS WORLD IS CHANGE. Put your minds back together, won’t you?
Of course, I didn’t throw those words on their faces. I am not that kind of person. I’ve never been so true to them. I’ve never shown the real me inside to them because it would change everything and I don’t want that to happen. I kept that Jewel inside me even though they’re taking my kindness for granted. Is it because I don’t fight back? Is it because you think you’re more mature than I am? Is it because I don’t care whatever you do? Is it because I have no mind for my own? You think so, huh? I guess so.
Okay. That’s enough. I’m already on the last year of high school and I honestly won’t have to care about changing because whether they like it or not, I can’t stop myself from changing. So they have to deal with it.
Day 2 — Post a picture that makes you smile.
See this photo? Actually makes sense to me. It makes me smile because it’s funny. Not that I am actually referring to myself that I will die alone. But because the person who made this might still be happy and hopeful even though s/he keeps on thinking that s/he might die alone as long as s/he can feel the love and the happiness for him/herself. I don’t know about you guys but it’s what I can see through the picture. Or I’m just hallucinating… nevertheless, this photo makes me smile. All the time.
Day 07 — List you biggest fears
I’m not going to lie on this one because I just have to be honest. I won’t list everything tho. Just those which I think is relevant and not obvious. Okay? :)
- Death.
- Deep Ocean; Ocean beasts.
- Unknowingly random huge insects.
Okay. These are some of my fears. AJKDFHDSKJFHWEOIRu.
Day 5 — A habit which you wish you didn’t possess.
Chipping off my finger skins. If you know what I mean. It’s really annoying, actually. Every time I’m bored or nervous, I chip it off. That ends up bleeding to death. That’s not really a good thing. I once stopped doing that for months but unfortunately, it went back when I went back to being a nervous freak. Welp… until now. It sucks.
Day 3 — Post an old picture of yourself.
This is undeniably old. This photo was taken last year, I reckon. I can’t remember when it was exactly taken. But this sure was a stolen photo, yeah. Really. I was just putting on the strap until my sister took a photo of it. It looks fab and awesome though. So yeah… it was preserved.
Day 1 — Explain your tumblr name.
Prideux. My recent tumblr names are pretty long and don’t actually make sense to me. (e.g. prideuxiichitosny, -killthesetearsandfears, mrsfarro, myexoticdeathbed) And probably, the only tumblr name that lasted the longest was mrsfarro. I thought of keeping the tumblr name forever but sometimes, I would think that I have the feeling of need to change. So I did. And myexoticdeathbed doesn’t actually matched the things I wanted so I thought of more exquisite and elegant kind of tumblr name. There, I came up of Prideux. It was from my first tumblr name; prideuxiichitosny. Where that came from? Well, the first time I joined facebook, I always try every generator or quizzes I see on my homepage and I tried the Italian Name Generator. It said that my italian name would be; Suzette Prideux. I adored that name and so, I decided to make it my tumblr name:) There you go.
